Naomi Raine - Not Ready Lyrics

Let’s just be honest Jesus, I’m a mess
Can’t seem to fill this void of emptiness
My bills are paid but I’m still stressed
I need you, I need you
 
Trying to medicate and dull the pain
Can’t hush these voices in my brain
Singing songs to silent sounds of shame
I need you, I need you
 
Pre Chorus
But if I tell the truth I’m so afraid of truth
And I know it and you know it
 
Chorus
I know I need to pray
But I don’t know how to say
I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change
I wanna trust in You
But if I told the truth
I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change